Now nothing remains the same’
Now nothing remains the same
A Poem by Coyote Poetry
Just words
Now nothing remains the same
Your name came to me late in the midnight hour. Brought back the canvas of your perfect body, kind smile and your beautiful face. Your name, Fabiola.
Made me wish and want for the things I could not have.
I taught you how to drive on the California highway one in the Winter of 1992 and I remember you holding my hand tightly and your eyes filled with excitement and so content with the feel of the car and the road.
You knew I loved you from the first time I saw you. I would create places and time for us to talk. You told me often. You don’t want me. I’m damaged and afraid. I’m waiting for something gone and cannot love.
Love find places in secret valleys and hidden places. Locked doors open for a secret seconds. We went to Big Surf often. I would sing your name and song to make you laugh and smile. You wanted to forget and to laugh.
Fabiola, Fabiola, Fabiola. My beloved. Let drink wine at the River Inn and dance freely upon the Big Sur sand.
I brought a sleeping bag and you held me tightly watching the sun fall into the west at the Big Sur beach. You whispered to me. Now nothing remains the same. When love turned to a wild storm than fall back to quiet stream. The body yearn for more.
We took many field trips and I made her dance and sing with.
My dear Fabiola, I left her in the Summer of 1994. She did find love and I have my portraits of a beautiful woman with dark brown eyes who made me dream of a wild and free love. I learn love is not fair.
Need two people with the same needs.
John Castellenas/Coyote
You are welcome and it is my pleasure. You write beautiful poetry. Karen
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Thank you Karen.
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John, your poem is so heartfelt, I could feel the loss, deeply, that you still suffer. A love that great, one never forgets. It is said that time heals all wounds, but that is not true. If one gives their heart and soul to someone, it only ever comes back in missing pieces. Again, another beautiful poem.
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Thank you my friend for reading and the comment. I do appreciate.
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John, thank you for liking so many of my posts! You made my day! Awesome! Karen 🙂
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I love your work and you are welcome Karen.
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John, oh my goodness, I feel so honored by your comment. Wow. You are an amazing writer and human being. I thank you, truly. Karen 🙂
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Wow fantastic pictures and what an awesome poem, John. Lovely.
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Thank you. New photos. I am traveling the California coastline for 10 more days. Pacific Ocean is amazing.
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Wow great and have an amazing time, John and yes it sure will be very beautiful.
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Me and my daughter. She is loving the trip.
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Great have a marvelous time and enjoy.
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